Why do the demons of the past still haunt me? Why can’t they leave me alone? What do they want from me? What do they gain by traumatizing me? Do they have a purpose? What could that be?
How do I fight with myself? Who wins? Me or me?!?
I thought I had conquered my fears, fought my demons, and won! I thought I had won but that was just an illusion. I am still fighting and some one has to loose.
When will it end?