“Jaane na kahan woh duniya hai
Jaane na woh bhi ya nahi
Jahan meri zindagi mujhse
Itni khafa nahi”
More than a week since I last posted. Its been a difficult and challenging last 8-10 days. Pressure every where. Work, life, health etc. I’m not one to rant on blogs but cant help it today.
Work has been killing me lately. Not the amount but the changes at work. Totally demotivating. Lets just say that despite getting promoted, I am going to make significantly less money in commissions as compared to the last 12 months. Several reasons to that. Our roles and powers have been made limited now. Our compensation plans have changed. And add the shrinking economy to that. All in all, its sucks!
Several other personal and domestic things are bothering me which I cannot mention here. Actually more than bothering, they are all disappointments.
Even my car, my prized Audi is giving me trouble these days. Some niggle in the gearbox and front left axle.
Only ray of light, only hope is my darling kiddo. He’s all that I actually look forward to these days. Always brings back the smile on my face.
And what is most disappointing is that, despite giving all that I have, all that I can, with every ounce of blood and sweat, I am still here. All I want is a simple and peaceful life. Stress, pressure, ups and downs are part and parcel and am aware and game for all that. But what I hate are the complications, politics, hypocrisy and the compromises.
I wish I could just get away from all this.